Romance Before Sunrise
ms sensitive
For approximately 7 days a month, i am being "Ms. Sensitive" or " Ms. Super size me". My mood swings every five minutes and act like i was mentally challenged. So, if someone make a wrong move around me, i would bite their head off.

I usually have a small appetite of 13 years old girl, but for straight 7 days i just can't stop eating and scare people around me. Here comes "Ms Super Size me"
Then there is the bloating. I look like I am having triplets or something like that. I have to stick with very loose tops and skirts that hide my tummy perfectly. I might as well be pregnant.

For this month, my period was delayed for more than 10 days and have been being "Ms. Sensitive and Monster" for past 2 weeks. I tried many things, such as watching my favourite friends dvds, shopping, eating, and etc, to get some relief but none of them actually helped. Instead, i am now stuck with nice "muffin tops" just over my jeans and "I am due tomorrow tummy".

I don't know what others feel during their "that time of the month" but I think that PMS should be classified as a real medical condition, since it kinda made me feel like i have mental disease that i should have just stayed at home alone for everyone's benefit.

Happiness is when i get a first hug and kiss. recieve an unexpected present and a love letter. wake up in a great mood. fall in love. see the sun shining. realise what i have been missing. see someone i haven't seen in forever. meet a new friend. read a good book that you can't take your hands off and talk about it with friends. find exactly what i am looking for in the place that i least thought it would be.

Thanks for the present. I really like it. It was very thoughtful of you. Nice surprise. :D

I am not mad at you. I am just more like
"Get the hell away from me and leave me alone"
that's isn't being mad. right?

Don't get upset honey,
You are the best he could get and he blew it.Don't let him make you think for one second that it was all your fault. It is not. He screwed up, and you did absoultely nothing wrong. Honestly, he wasn't mature enough. He was not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have cared for you and tried to work things out together. So.. just ignore him. and don't be surprised when he comes back saying he made a mistake.

i think all you can do is smile. just smile.
Because he will be so jealous to see you somewhat happy without him.

Don't tell me you love me, unless its true.Because honey, i might actually start to believe it.

27th Birthday
Thank you everyone. You guys are seriously amazing and it was the best birthday ever!!!!

My Daeji Hong. You are the best bakery chef!!!! The sweetpotato cake,(even though it looked like bit christmas cake), was my cup of tea. You made it just right. Not too sweet or too creamy. You should seriously consider opening a cake shop in London or Ely :D You will always be my favourite sweet daeji. <33

My lil sis J, You know that you did surprise me with your tasty birthday dinner and cutie bear and sexy earrings.. No one ever made me a birthday dinner and it was the best!!!!!! I don't think it is necessary to tell you how much i love you. right? Thank you always for being such a good sis. :D

Dearest friends Shasha and Angela, I can't imagine how it would be like without you girls at uni. You really made my uni life the best!!! Hope you know that you girls means alot to me and thanks for the support, the advice, encouragement, basically everything.. not many people are like you guys. <3
I loved the earring and the books. Now i can have a romantic vampire-ly boyfriend as lisa's.
btw, sorry angela for making you walk all over london to get books for me.. i should have catched the hidden meaning in lisa's sentence earlier..
Entering the singing competition for me?? I will never forget it and shasha you are the best singer to me!!!!!!! so... keep practicing.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Marshmellow Ruman.. Seriously for the first 1 min, i really thought you were out of your mind to make me coming all the way to yours and was going to kill you when you come back.
It was a nice big surprise. and soooooooooooooo sweet!!!!! You are the sweetest guy i have ever known. It was very very very thoughtful of you getting me the books, chocolate and perfum. It was everything i wanted. You are a mind reader!!!!!
I am going to study you.. :p and surprise you very very soon...

Cutie Kamran and Waheed and Nadeem.. I really enjoyed my belated birthday dinner and hope you guys had a good time too. Thanks so much for coming and the presents.. I am going to make a photo album with the pictures we took together and will show you later. I love spending time with you guys and i am lucky to have you as my friends. Thanks !!!!!

The best teacher Lan... I loved the bag. It's just me.. Thank you for being a good friend and i love talking to you. You make me relaxed.. :D Now i have a good excuse for clubbing.. Haha!!!!!

Kawai Nechan and akiyo.. Thanks for coming for the dinner on 29th. Had a good time as usual. Time really flies when i am with you. You should come over more often.. you are always more than welcome!!!! btw, be good to my brother.. and it would be perfect if you became my sis-in-law.. (haha i am joking)

Flower boy YoungJae.. :P Your postcard arrived just in time. I loved the postcard.. and i really didn't know you are a gallery person.. Thanks for talking & listening to me all the time. Hope to see you soon.. i mean really really soon. I might surprise you haha... you do know that i still remember your home address.. :P

Thanks again. I can't thank you guys enough. Love you all.

p.s my stupid mini doesn't let me upload the pictures of 'my best present ever'!!!!
I will do it later sometime.. when my mini is in a good mood.. :D

Yay.. i finally saw Twilight last night. The film was good as i expected. Actually i loved it and am going to get a DVD tomorrow. haha =)


Well, actually when couple of friends of mine was talking about the "I love Edward Cullens" talk and how the guy who can be with you is only Edward Cullens, I used to think that he is just a vampire from a crappy teen romance novel series. Not only are we way too old to fall in love with a character from a novel but also quit obsessing over a immortal Edward Cullens.

However, Edward Cullens! Edward Cullens!. I think it is more than enough to get my attention with just saying of his name since last night. The So-Romantic-But Secretly-Devious Vampire stole almost every girls heart including mine. Well..i guess i could say that he sooo did.


Here are some lines that touched me so much,
"About three things I was absolutely positive.
First, Edward was a vampire.
Second, there was part of him - and I didn't know how potent that part might be - that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was inconditionally and irrevocably in love with him."

"I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved you,
And I will always love you. I was thinking of you,
seeing your face in my mind every second
I was away. When I told you I didn't want
you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy."

"Are you going to tell me how you stopped the van?"
"Yes, it was an adrenaline rush. It's very common, you can Google it."
(haha i love that! :] )